Five digits hold wax,
placing scribbles on paper;
Creating for us.

Five digits hold wax,
placing scribbles on paper;
Creating for us.

I’m a 1 man 3 ring circus.
Denying the ringmaster His control;
Things could get pretty interesting.
Over here you see the clowns
in the little car.
They’re the lies that I’ve told
that I’ve sold
that I’ve bought
that have wrought the misery
I’m in.
I’m a 1 man 3 ring circus.
Denying the ringmaster His control;
I now find the rings start dissolving.
Now the freaks and the geeks
begin their parading
around a tiny ring.
The crowd screams;
the freaks jeer
at the fear and terror
I’m in.
I’m a 1 man 3 ring circus.
Denying the ringmaster His control;
A Big Top full of pandemonium.
The animals have broken free;
they swallowed the trainer’s whole.
Now they prowl through the tent
their claws bent
for the kill.
I try to still the panic
I’m in.
I’m a 1 man 3 ring circus.
Returning the ringmaster His control;
Think I’ll step back to enjoy the show.


Driving to work and smelling
the rain outside.
60 or so degrees on
an evening
in February and it
makes me wonder
do you smell sharp metallic
scents and get hurled
back to days you’d forgotten?
Nostalgia reeks of rain, tilled
soil, and sometimes
Bath & Body Works lotion.
I wonder how
many senses nostalgia
has? For me it’s
most strongly attached to sound
and scent. Often,
I hear soft “new age” music
or Christmas songs;
I remember you sleeping
under the small
tree next to your mother, next
to the Mother
Mary and the porcelain
Jesus. I’m not
certain we even owned a
Nativity,
yet, it is there in my mind.
Jesus raises
his arms in the soft glow of
the music on
the TV. Mary softly
hums an Enya
song to all of you as I
slip quietly
out the door and into a
new memory
of driving past thunderheads
and fresh tilled earth.
It all runs together and
The only thread
That keeps it in line is you.
February
Changes. Gone, you change me still.
And you smell like
The rain that is creeping up
On me again.
This time the rain smells like salt.